hi there. it's been far too long. I missed you all... you all being Yasmin and Lucy and Linh, being the only people who were around to ever notice my last Journal entry.. however now Jamie has jumped on the now 4 person band wagon of my watchers.. so when I write this as if I'm talking to alot of people.. really it's only those 4.. well.. you four.. should I talk like that? saying 'you guys' in stead of as if I was talking to loads of people? oh who cares. anyway. the point is... the point of this WHOLE paragraph, is that I'm writing a new Journal Entry.. which I'm guessing you have already deducted.

so, tomorrow, long weekend monday.. the one time I don't have school or work.. and I'm not doing ANYTHING... fuck.. so yeah I'm pretty shitted about that... I was really keen to hang out with anyone really.. didn't matter who, would have been better than just sitting at home..

so as I sit here, myspace not working, msn not working, staring at my unusually large shadow on the wall to my right.. I wonder.. actually I'm not wondering anything.. I just wanted to tell you about my large shadow.. it's really big.. I'm trying to do shadow puppets but they aren't working.

hm, I came up with a few interesting drawing concepts the other day.. that I'm going to have a go at drawing.. will probly fail miserably, but hey.. thats the best way to fail isn't it? if you can't be miserable about it, whats the point in failing?

so, well, the point is. I'm bored.. and myspace is down.. thats really the only reason I'm doing this.... I might go onto the other computer.. just because I'm so outrageously bored. even though this computer allows me to be in my lovely comfy bed.. oh well..

anyway. bye.

Well this is my first journal entry.. it is quite an experience for me.. one because it feels like I'm talking to myself when infact I'm talking to all of you.. and two because when I say all of you, I mean Lucy and Yasmin because really you are the only people that are watching me right now haha.. I'm cool.. so that exact fact kind of ruins the whole journal experience because there is nobody else reading this, but as I see the tradition runs I will say what I'm working on anyway and pretend that there are hundreds of people reading with anticipation haha..

well actually I think I have about 3 drawings in progress, trying to sort out my time with drawing and musical composing and reading and watching movies and other "you only need one person" things that I have to do, but yeah I'll have lots of time over the holidays and I'll probly draw alot so yeah..

well now that I'm back to to the reality that infact I am talking to two people, who in actual fact I'm not entirely sure will actually read this anyway so in actual fact I COULD be talking to myself so I could be like "hey self what you up to?" and then I could say "oh I'm just writing a long journal entry cos I'm really bored and I thought I'd start talking to myself" and then I'd be like "hey thats cool I sometimes do that to when I'm bored and need some cake"... etc etc and then we'd end up in a fight over who has the shiniest earlobes and all hell would break loose.

I've been writing for quite a while and I'm really enjoying it because there is nothing really to do and like, I've made it to 4 paragraphs basically talking crap, but you see I'm ok with that, and I just remembered again that essentially I'm just talking to Lucy and Yasmin again lol.. oh yeah and possibly Linh, but maybe not cos I know something screwed up with Yasmin's thing so she wasn't really watching me so she had to click it again so maybe thats happened to Linh but then again maybe not I could just be filling up another paragraph for the hell of it who knows? I sure don't?

well done for reading this far by the way if you have gotten this far.... that was stupid obviously you have gotten this far because you are reading it.. and if your not reading it then.. your not.. so you wont be reading it.. but lets not dwell on those who couldn't be bothered to read to possibly the best paragraph of this extravagant journal entry, because they won't find out the ultimate secret of Time And Relative Dimension In Space (yes thats right Yasmin I said it.) ... and the secret is...

There is no secret.. I lied, but this is the sixth paragraph so I think I may have over stepped the boundaries with this one I will try to make a note to make these smaller next time.. but thats a lie, because this was fun.. well anyway it's been a real blast Lucy and Yasmin and maybe Linh.. I'll see you guys on Monday if you've read this far, and if you haven't read this far.. I'll still see you on Monday..

bye.